New Painting: Nature’s table

I recently finished this painting and at the request of some, I’ve decided to upload it. I had planned on waiting until I’d finished the other paintings I am working on, but I’ve been really busy (we all have, honestly) and I figured there’d be no harm in showing this one off.

“the Table”; acrylic on canvas; 2′ x 3′

The most beautiful thing about Nature is that it has everything we need. When we go out picking wild grapes or passionfruit or mesquite beans, the impulse is to try and pick everything, to try and grab it all. Of course you can’t, and you don’t need to.

Our society today drives people to feel like if they’re not constantly pushing for more, they’ll be seen as lazy or unsuccessful. We’re very competitive in how we deal with each other and our own lives in our culture. Nature is not like that; in Nature, life is not about competing to be the best, it’s about being just good enough.

That’s a hard reality to accept, for a lot of people, myself included. We’ve been conditioned by the circumstances we all live in to believe that life is a struggle: “Cursed is the ground because of you, through painful toil will you eat of it all the days of your life…. By the sweat of your brow will you eat your food”. Incredulity is a common reaction I see; either wild foods don’t exist, or exist in such paltry conditions to make their usage akin to famine and starvation.

So when you see a smorgasbord of food, free for the taking, your impulse is to jump on it and devour it all. Who knows when you’ll get another break like this? Truthfully, this is how we assume “wild savages” (hunter-gatherers) think and live. What we’re feeling is a lack of trust, of faith in the world we live in. Such a loss engenders a sense of desperation in people. We become, not like animals (for most animals actually avoid competition and conflict like a plague), but like crazy people; like animals caught in a trap.

At it’s core it’s a lack of hope, a lack of heart. But there is hope, there is a reason to have heart.

You belong here.

You belong here in the same way everything else does: the grass out in your front lawn, the birds in your bushes, the possum sleeping in the tree in your backyard. You are just as much a part of this world as they are, as we all are. And you have every reason to have faith in that.

You belong here. Everything you need is right here. There is a place for you at this table and you don’t need to be afraid.


Summer’s ending

I’ve just finished carving a new necklace; it’s for someone special, whose going to be celebrating a very important day soon…. I was asked to come up with a design based on a rabbit or a hare as the event is being planned around that theme.

Bunny pendant; mother of pearl

Summer feels like it is already fading into Autumn. The wild grapes are gone, the passion fruits are quickly disappearing and the mesquite trees have just ripened all of their seeds. A wonderful year, with a lot to have been thankful for, and a lot more to still look forward to.


Luna has been to the beach twice now this year, and she wasn’t the only one who enjoyed it. On Padre island we found more wonderful sea shells than I will know what to do with. They were all broken into large pieces, but polished smooth and shiny by the crashing waves.

bejeweled beach

In the shape they’re in, I’ll have a great time carving them into beautiful pieces for people; I already have some ideas in my head!

I’ll also never forget the sight of the beach as if it were covered in glistening jewels of every color imaginable, like something from a fairytale.

There has been a lot going on around our house; both Lacie and I both have been scrambling to finish several projects we’ve been working on, all of them beautiful. But the chaos will be over shortly, and we can begin to relax into the fall.

This has been such a wonderful Summer. We’ve gotten to visit with family and friends so much (but never enough!) and Luna has gotten to experience so any new and exciting things.

dragonflies at the arboretum
autumnal koi

This past year has gone by so fast, and already it’s beginning to fade. The colors of Spring have been burnt by the Summer sun and now are replaced by red and yellow and golden brown. But these too are beautiful in the own, special way. And there is always more to look forward to.